Be careful what you wish for.....

People say you gotta be careful what you wish for. All I can say is yes indeed, do be careful what you wish for, you just may never hear from me again. When you finally decide to come calling, I may not be here. Sometimes I don't understand why people choose to complicate matters. The way I operate is that if I like something, I say I like it, I hate something, I say I hate it. Why must we choose to go into the gray area and make things difficult for ourselves and those around us? Sometimes things are as plain as night and day. It's how you choose to interpret it and embrace it that makes all the difference. What can I say? It has never been easy. Ever since I could remember, it has never once been a smooth sailing ride. So what else is new? Gotta keep swallowing it till it refuses to go in anymore. I just hope it doesn't come to a point where I couldn't be bothered anymore. I am at a breaking point and I just don't know how long I can keep doing this. Until then, I'll be here. Until then, I can still be reached. Until then, I'll still be waiting. But after that? Who knows. I'll just hit the road again, like I've done before. This girl is a tough cookie but hey, even cookies crumble.